Depressed with a captial D
Feb. 9th, 2006 07:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sabremeisterAnd here I was thinking I'd avoided it for once. And now, suddenly, everything seems to re-inforce how crappy my situation is - songs, posters, the blasted shops of course, radio, work, the net, newspapers, everything.
It's also dawned on me that yesterday marked six months of me being in London, and aside from my bank account looking a whole lot healthier than back then, I am not one step nearer my goal of getting a job in a theatre, or even any of my secondary goals. It's looking like my mission down here is going to be yet another of my spectacular failures, and believe me, I've perpetrated some whoppers in my time.
I may not be posting anything for some time, until I feel better. Or I may keep posting anyway, to try and relieve the feelings. **********FUCKING SPACE BAR WORK DAMN YOU*********** Not that I hold much hope of that happening, when even my computer is against me.
It's also dawned on me that yesterday marked six months of me being in London, and aside from my bank account looking a whole lot healthier than back then, I am not one step nearer my goal of getting a job in a theatre, or even any of my secondary goals. It's looking like my mission down here is going to be yet another of my spectacular failures, and believe me, I've perpetrated some whoppers in my time.
I may not be posting anything for some time, until I feel better. Or I may keep posting anyway, to try and relieve the feelings. **********FUCKING SPACE BAR WORK DAMN YOU*********** Not that I hold much hope of that happening, when even my computer is against me.
